I wobbled a little but held to my decision. The sun felt more comforting as I deleted requests from my mind that were unreasonable. Change feels uncomfortable but if I really want to change a behavior. I know I can. But there has to be a compelling reason to change I think. My compelling reason is that what I most want is within my grasp, if only I'd get rid of the familiar debris. Without those potholes into which I continually have landed and ended up crumpled on the ground, I will glide easily from here to there and there is a fantastic place so pristine and unlittered with boring BS.
I will be singing in public again very soon and this time, I will let everyone know.